Monday, 30 November 2009
This evening I went to charlottes (Now my second home) and she was such an Eeyore it’s was so funny. Even through I’m near my dead line it makes me feel so much better.
I love her so so much I don’t know what I would do without her, I do love her.
Friday, 27 November 2009
Thursday, 26 November 2009
On Monday Alicia died, this came as a huge shock. She was such a strong women that I hoped that she would pull herself out of it.
All my grandparents have died so I have lost but I feel that this all came so fast that it was such a stock. I feel so odd, its such a surreal feeling, I know that she is gone but I still feel like she will walk about in, like she is just gone away for a few days and will be back soon. I think that hardest bit is going to uni, knowing that I won’t get a text of her asking me what room we are in or that she will be late.
I also feel why her? Why not some one else that no one cares about. Why not those tramps...No one will miss that he is even gone? I know that I shouldn’t think or feel this way but I do.
I am happy that I known her even though it was not for that long she made a great impression on my life. She was one of those people that you don’t meet that often that you know will away been a great friend and will be there for you when you need her. Kinda a soul mate but in a different way.
I will never ever forget her.
Sunday, 22 November 2009
Saturday, 21 November 2009
Thursday, 19 November 2009
Wednesday, 18 November 2009
Tuesday, 17 November 2009
Sunday, 15 November 2009
Having seen the new Lady GaGa video 12859.57696 million times i am still spit.
Some parts of it i love so much and others i feel that don’t fit.
i love most of the styling and but the whole re-born thing i don’t get and all in white? Wtf?
i dont ..
I just don’t know?
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
Monday, 9 November 2009
I love where i live.
I love the place.
I love the crack house next door &
I love the BMW's that drive past with the gangsters in it.
However my flat mate (who is male) is GRIME.
He is so dirty and who the fuuuuck would coook this shit?
BUT my other house mate is lovely and has a heart of gold.
Sunday, 8 November 2009
Friday, 6 November 2009
This Post is all to do with a girl I know as Charley. Last night at 12.30AM! I had a text message from her telling me that I had to take a photo for the Jimmy Choo 72thingy!!!!!! This meant that i could not sleep. All night I had ideas going round in my head I really could of killer her. Before I go to sleep I have to make a list of things that I need to do or that need doing. If I don’t do it things swim in m head. In bed I was thinking oh how shall I style it, where should I take the photo? Should it be in black & white or colour? So so silly.
L-O-N-G or what?
Last night I really could have killed her. After her 576 e-mails to me and a very cute drawing we always seem to have to same ideas about the photo which is even funnier.
How ever she is my best friend so I cant say she copies.
Thursday, 5 November 2009
Having just moved to London I really don’t ever want to leave! I love it. Right now I can’t think of any where I would rather be!
My life right now is amazing. From moving from Brighton I love how London is so on the go and never sleep. I can talk down my road at like 3am and see lots of people will even if it crack heads but still.
I also feel that I get inspired by so many things.
How I do miss my family, I wish that they lived down the road so that I can go round for tea.
This is my very first blog! OMG!
This is my desk and where all the magic happens (Yuk).
That some how sound's so so very wrong to me.
I have been waiting to do this for so long and at last i have found the time to do it. I hope that you like it and can see where I am coming from.
Also I hope that it helps me sleep at night, I seem to get the best ideas in bed and then forget but now i can write them on my blog!! And then (Fingers crossed) go to some much needed SLEEP!